prevention of regret.

you let it eat you up,devour you,you embrace it,you feel accompanied,satisfied.

then you get older,you get alone.then that same loneliness is because of what you let devour you when you were younger,impressionable,searching,looking for something that you think would make you whole.

the memories.it would only be painful to your chest.
the connections things have to it would only serve to remind you,torture you.
the things you endured through just to lose it in the end.
the way it changes it's course,perhaps in you,perhaps in the other.
the time it leaves you.
the time it leaves the other.
the pitiful way you hang on hoping it will come back to you.
keep hanging.and hanging.and still hanging.
the way you want,but you know you can never have.
the stupidity of being affected when it doesn't even realise you.
doesn't care for you.
doesn't want you.
doesn't need you.
it isnt for you.
it never was,it never will.

it can give you what you think you need.

learn well sanserlau.you don't have alot of time left.
we're coming for you.get ready.

i know it.i'll kill it before it even bites.in cold-blood.