a brief forward of 5 years.

just a random friday, at work, to be hit with nostalgia beam.

its been 5 years, sanserlau. a hectic, flurry, fantastic, messy, a ton of waiting 5 years.

fingercuffs given, expectations begun. funds started amassing, responsibility arrives. blessings from san side ok, blessings from bon side notchet. just..........waiting.....too much waiting.......very many waiting. priority isn't numero uno, and its a losing battle to get to that position because it just isn't. let it go, san. treat it the same as you're being treated.

you have a godson now. boy's growing fast without a care. you blink you lose. just the cutest human being for PakBear and MakBear.

best boi getting serious and am uber glad hombre found someone beautiful, the best and suits his damn ass active lifestyle. to his conjugation in the near future, no matter what, i will be giving my blessing and attend said event 100%. plus a little bit of best friend funds.

best boi gamer moves leaps and bounds ahead of who still talks. has a beautiful wife, mini gamer on the way with a house that only a millionaire can afford. damnherich. buy me house plz. i dunwanna stay in punggol.

works moving alright. comfy place, complacence arrives. managing, but unmanaging anything. sidelines take up alot of mojo, but moola substantial for future squirreling. no complaints cept for the stagnance in whats given. more is better, but being content is plausible.

frontman has a partner more suitable to him, in his eyes i guess. workhorse conversations and thats it. dwindled down to almost nothing, but at least still replies. kudos to that.

saw them a ways back, after an event. riding bike moment, unlikely seeing me. kid out, living life fullest without being tied down to the past. i am so glad for that. this side and that, both are doing swell.

a little bit of whats happened so far.

a duo sided realisation and confession to best boi from long time friend of best boi. ultra unexpected by san cos damn nuptials were carried out. insurance man games with a rig thats double mine. australian student looking more handsome than ever. artsy bambino looking more and more like an unmarried aunty i know. the invisible ones unknown.

it's a little over work hours now. in the office with the one who reminds me of the annoying princess. random spurts of memories pop up so its good that after 9 years, im still remembering you. i guess you come in different people of different sizes and shapes. may this continue forever, may i be reminded of your every face.

we'll keep it going. so come back sometime.