sort of regret.

i messed up.

i miss chewy, talking to her with semi real words that i wanted to happen.

talking to farah asking her how her day was.

talking with syaq about matters and opinions.

chilling with william when our friendship mattered a little more than now.

talking nonsense with the cheerful milton.

discussing really random events with leonard.

talking to irving and making calls to girls secretly.

spending nights on the phone with sipei and slowly realising that she's fun to talk to.

small hellos how are yous eaten already wheres who n who with vanessa.

making sure not to step wrongly with xue er.

facebooking yuling.

envying xiao yuan when shes at australia.

having conversations with elijah over a stick of cigarette.

pampering dearest yirong whenever her princessy side came out.

jamming a little with yang tze.

being a little interested with stella, and missing her when she went MIA.

making sure not to offend the very sensitive augustine.

small bouts of unacknowledged competivity with mohsen.



chewy,u wrote

"rmb i told u before, alot of times that the hoodlum era is over? actually, i realise after all that i said, it was a mean to convince myself that, i should get over the whole hoodlums can hang out like we used to..sigh. i miss everyone"

i dont know happened, and im sure at some point in our advancement of our personal lives, when we have our quiet moments like the one that i have now, we think back, we miss a little, we reminisce alot, and we move on until we approach another pause.
The Hoodlums. that was the only time i ever had so many friends i wanted to care about.
maybe i should try to patch things up.
maybe we're just waiting for someone to do that. to call everyone out and lepak.
if only it was true.

if it is, i'll bring you in my blood pumper, dear yirong.
yeah, i'll give it a try.

the hoodlums version 2.