a lifetime of bad decisions.

if only i was the white ranger.

i could've made things better.

im sorry i didnt stand by you when there were those awkward meets.
im sorry i didnt listen fully to your side of the story.
im sorry you had to go through that, but you went through it splendidly, and i envied him.
im sorry i didnt hug you when you started crying near the 2 dollar shop.
im sorry to have let you feel lonely because someone treated you coldly, u must understand. he loved you but could not have you, thus he distanced.

i miss:
your dimples
your hair
smelling your hair when u sat next to me
your humour
your patience
your love for ice cream
your typing in a frenzy when there are alot of people in a chat, u made me feel lightheaded as i typed along with u


i miss you terribly. i hope you dont read this nor does anyone who you know. but if you do, i still think of you.

au qiu yi, more lovingly, chewy.